Looking

I am still looking a platform? a people? or  a group of friends? who can share my emotion

I don't know why, I am always feel lonely in holiday.
Perhaps I am selfish, I am lazy to share my heart with other
Perhaps I have a lot of bad habits, dig the nose..bla bla bla
Perhaos I am bad temper...

But I am trying to change all this, once I met that person.

I admit I am greedy of take part in everything,but I can't even done it well
I admit I am self center, I wanna everyone follow my instruction but I am not qualified

I am sorry to all my friends, I was failed in the friendship test.