FUCK MY LIFE

I am enough to be ignore, to be JOKER!!
If u guys think that I am not suitable be your friend, just tell me.
If u guys think that I am not in your circle, FINE!

I QUIT!!  

I don't like to be ignore, I don't like to be joker, I am not a CLOWN!!
If u think I am lazy, I am bad, and YOU don't like me, just come and tell me
YOU'RE OUT!!!

I don't wanna be like everything I just know a bit and I am the last one to know about it
I don't wanna waste so many time to learn the After Effect for you guys
and you guys just think that I am supposedly to do that.

Please don't wait until you wanna use my sound library then only call me and ask from me
I am willing to give you, but I will disappointed to you at the same time.

Please don't acting when you see me, you will just make me feel like you are FAKE!
I am willing to support you, but if u FAKE to me, I will just FUCK you back.

Perhaps that is my problem, I am not good in social, so I failed my sociology
Perhaps that is my problem, I am not good in express myself, so nobody know me
Perhaps that is my problem, I am not good in attitude, so you think I am anything, or nothing.

If u think I have wrong, please just come to me and tell me.
Or else I will just keep on repeating.

Friends, I am a stupid person. 
I will just believe everyone who call me brother, friend...
I will just accept all you comment, because you call me brother
I will just be a clown, and smiling when you say I have face problem.

but joking must have a limit, I am a human, I am not professional Clown
I can't always comfort myself, and say"they just playing with me"
Sometime I have a lot of words to say, but I couldn't tell you all.
I feel so uncomfortable in front of fake people.

Well, I am tired to continue write all these stuff,
If you think I am talk about you, then just think whether I am right or wrong
If no, just STFU! understand?

SHUT THE FUCK UP!!