大便

如果用大便来形容这次的考试情况呢，是最适合不过了。
为什么这么说呢？

我在第一天考的两个课目是这么多科以来，考得最顺利的。
虽然不知道考的好不好
就像大便一样，我用一个星期来消化两个课目的内容，
和用一天来消化的程度很明显的就是不一样。

看起来很混乱吧？
换句话说，第一天的考试就像吃了大量的纤维一样，
考试的时候对答的内容好像泻肚子似的不停流出来。

第二天的考试就比较差一点，只用了一天来消化
写到最后还会有停顿的时候，就像是大便大到一般被硬生生的截停了
还真的很不爽啊。

第三天简直就是强逼性嘛，哪有人吃饱后半个小时就去大便的？
就像今天的考试一样，我用半个小时来了解整个内容
还没完全消化，就要把他全部写出来了。
硬生生，强逼的后果就是，得到一粒橙  “得咯咭”

希望后天不会是这种结局啦～

Exam and Love

Hey there, 8 more hours will be our 1st exam subject MMMS (Mass Media and Malaysian Society)
I wish everyone have a good good rest and good concentration on the exam paper.

Wish me too.. But right now I am just thinking another thing
which is a girl.
I admit, She is the 1st girl who shocked me the most.
I was fall in love to her for 8 years. Longest love ever.

She was studied at the school nearest to my house
But I only get her information through her sister.

I was quit from it when I am in Form 5, I feel that she is not suitable for me
(opss, should be I am not suitable for her)
so I just quit.
I thought I was already forget about her everything even though the feeling
but when I chat with her just now, I knew her shadow still inside my soul.
She never leave from my mind before, I just ignore the feeling.
Thats why I was always failed to get a new girl friend.
Because I am always compare every girl with her.
How can I get the same girl like her? Am I crazy? Yes I am

I still decide to ignore the feeling, I don't wanna look back what I did in the past
I just wanna get something new. Something I suppose to get rather than a person not belongs to me

Good night everyone, Good Luck to me and my all friends in the coming exam :D

FUCK MY LIFE

I am enough to be ignore, to be JOKER!!
If u guys think that I am not suitable be your friend, just tell me.
If u guys think that I am not in your circle, FINE!

I QUIT!!  

I don't like to be ignore, I don't like to be joker, I am not a CLOWN!!
If u think I am lazy, I am bad, and YOU don't like me, just come and tell me
YOU'RE OUT!!!

I don't wanna be like everything I just know a bit and I am the last one to know about it
I don't wanna waste so many time to learn the After Effect for you guys
and you guys just think that I am supposedly to do that.

Please don't wait until you wanna use my sound library then only call me and ask from me
I am willing to give you, but I will disappointed to you at the same time.

Please don't acting when you see me, you will just make me feel like you are FAKE!
I am willing to support you, but if u FAKE to me, I will just FUCK you back.

Perhaps that is my problem, I am not good in social, so I failed my sociology
Perhaps that is my problem, I am not good in express myself, so nobody know me
Perhaps that is my problem, I am not good in attitude, so you think I am anything, or nothing.

If u think I have wrong, please just come to me and tell me.
Or else I will just keep on repeating.

Friends, I am a stupid person. 
I will just believe everyone who call me brother, friend...
I will just accept all you comment, because you call me brother
I will just be a clown, and smiling when you say I have face problem.

but joking must have a limit, I am a human, I am not professional Clown
I can't always comfort myself, and say"they just playing with me"
Sometime I have a lot of words to say, but I couldn't tell you all.
I feel so uncomfortable in front of fake people.

Well, I am tired to continue write all these stuff,
If you think I am talk about you, then just think whether I am right or wrong
If no, just STFU! understand?

SHUT THE FUCK UP!!

Looking

I am still looking a platform? a people? or  a group of friends? who can share my emotion

I don't know why, I am always feel lonely in holiday.
Perhaps I am selfish, I am lazy to share my heart with other
Perhaps I have a lot of bad habits, dig the nose..bla bla bla
Perhaos I am bad temper...

But I am trying to change all this, once I met that person.

I admit I am greedy of take part in everything,but I can't even done it well
I admit I am self center, I wanna everyone follow my instruction but I am not qualified

I am sorry to all my friends, I was failed in the friendship test.

Exam

Exam is around the corner, but I am totally in holiday mood
How can I be like that?
I am still doing what I like instead of what I suppose to do.


Study ! Study ! Study !!
I can't really focus on just 5 subjects!!
I am so disappointed to myself seriously..Arr!!

I am registering the tumblr. Its gonna be my next platform to express myself
If you willing to, Please have a look on it, but please forgive me that my tumblr still fresh

Love

Perhaps my parents scared me get hunger, mum was cook the rice with vege for me and dad was ordered the Lamb chop for me.
I feel so touch when I see this. I know they love me so much, but I am gonna on diet, keep my body shape better. So I decide to leave the lamb chop for my brother and I ate the rice.. Mmmm~ Yummy ^^

Shotting

I was stopped writing blog for 1 month.
This will be my 1st post and also 1st english post in July.
Perhaps the grammar have some problem, but its not that important   xD

In a whole month long, I have stopped touching any business stuff, just enjoy the college life
Honestly, this is what I wan, but not right now. Lazy may not give me any benefit.

I was joined the Makeover event, be one of their model.
I was shoot for my assignment,a short film and a long film.
I met the best partner ever, and the best trouble. 2 top director in a group, I saw what I predicted for.. the clash

In the long film, I am not doing much, and I also not talking much,but I learnt much.

Well, Is time to sleep now.. To be continue next time..